Not EOL; Day755

We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord.  2Corinthians 5:8

Verses like this one today put courage and excitement to my dilemma of being a cardiac patient.  It’s been 755 days since my stent#2 and I’m still waiting and expecting that the #3 will come and/or there will be no more #3 and my life will come to an end.  Any day now…. and that is how I live my life.  Everyday I wake up with the intention of living a full day as if this is the last one. Yes, I can bike 40 miles and swim 2.4 miles without any struggle but the risk of my stent#3 will always be there in the corner of my eyes.  With this journal, I can honestly tell you that I am not afraid to be absent from this body because I know that when the time comes, it is not the end of life.  “There is more…” is the promise.  There is that expectation of how I will be going to enjoy the presence of god forever when I leave this earth. How exciting!

Quadrant I-Urgent and Important
Rest

Reading List
Systems Thinking-Managing Chaos p.160 of 374
Data Protection 2010 Step By Step p.39 of 360

0500, End of Sleep,
0515, Study 2Corinthians 5:8 [read more]
0600, Leave for work
1800, Dinner
1900, Ping-pong with Brent
2000, Read
2100, Sleep