Life Data Analysis – Not Needed

It is difficult to perform a life data analysis at the present moment but give yourself a few years and look back and analyze each event and actions in your life in details, you can visually see a bigger picture. You will see events that took place at a specific moment of your existence so that you can encounter and connect to a specific person whom the course of your life changes. The force is like an imaginary wind pushing/forcing you to move to a specific direction. Some may wonder why they were allowed to experience such an uncomfortable situation.

No matter what it is and how hard the uphill battle, know that you are not alone in your journey. And you don’t really need to know why, just embrace the life detour with gratitude.

“for it is God who works in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure.” ‭‭Philippians‬ ‭2:13‬ ‭ESV‬‬
http://bible.com/59/php.2.13.esv

Did You rise the sun for me?

"Always"
Hillsong

Did You rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might
Know Your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I’ve known marked
With my maker’s fingerprints?

Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever I will seek You

[Chorus:]
‘Cause all You are, is all I want, always
You draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You

Can I feel You in the rain?
Abandon all I am to have You
Capture me again
Let the earth resound with praise
Can You hear as all creation lives
To glorify one name?

 

Did You make my heart beat?
Did You heal my broken heart?
Did You fix my chaotic thinking?
Did You make my pain go away?
Did You make my worries disappear?
Did You fill my bank with resources for the future?
Did You give me the inspiration to go on?
Did You just whispers to my numb emotion to stand up and face the hardship?
Did You tell those new people to come near me?
Did You come up with the brilliant idea that I had today?
Did You???

Looking For An Explanation?

I said something to someone yesterday that was so sincere, authentic but wrong and it bothers me.

I had been away from my original path lately and the wheel is falling off literally. I feel like I’m bound for a deep disaster season of my life. Although I am in control somewhat of my life, I feel that I need to make some realignment of my guiding principles.

Today is the start and verse of the day seems so fitting. Please read, understand below what Apostle Paul is talking about. It is the bigger picture that matters.

To the one: it was sincere speech but understand that I am aware that I’m crossing boundaries. No taking back of what I said but I will turn this energy into something special … I don’t know yet.

“Therefore welcome one another as Christ has welcomed you, for the glory of God.” ‭Romans‬ ‭15:7‬ ‭ESV‬‬
http://bible.com/59/rom.15.7.esv

Notes on Vulnerability

https://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_on_vulnerability/transcript?language=en
https://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_on_vulnerability?language=en

Power of Vulnerability, Brene Brown
Connection – the ability to feel connected, why you are here, purpose in life
When you ask people about love, they tell you their heartbreak
When you ask people about belongingness, they tell you about separation
When you ask people about connection, they tell you about disconnection

Barriers of connection = Shame and Fear (fear of disconnection)
"uNvulnerability, if there is something about me that they see, I won’t be worthy of their connection"
Everyone feels shame unless you have no emotion
Shame = "I’m not good enough"; "I’m not worthy enough"
vulnerability = we have to allow ourselves to be seen and defenseless
sense of worthiness
sense of love and belonging
fear that we are not worthy of connection
wholehearted, sense of courage:
tell the story of your life with your whole heart
the courage to be imperfect
the compassion to be kind to themselves first then to others
have a connection to people because you are authentic
willingness to let go of who they should be

fully embrace vulnerability
are you willing to say I love you first?
are you willing to say/do something with no guarantees?
are you willing to invest in a relationship that may or may not workout?

Wholehearted = unconditional and enthusiastic devotion, sincere
Vulnerability = defenseless, open, unsafe, insecure, susceptible to criticism, persuasion and temptation
Let ourselves be seen, deeply seen
to love with our whole heart even if there is no guarantee
to practice gratitude and joy in the moment of terror